so  yah ive been watching 90s movies and alot of them have kinda sad parts including photos of their childhood
and home videos. now when i go back to look at my old photos to have some kind of a revelation that will make my life have a purpose that i can see but there is a huge gap in my life and memory between the age of infant to 7 i mean i can remember little bits and pieces.but in the whole i cannot remember most of it. i traveled around alot like my sister was a tumbler so she went to meets in different schools and the cars rides took forever and when i wasn't at school or in the car i was in my dads store i really feel like im missing a part of my life that i will never get back.but i will go on and i should probably stop looking back and study for the math test  on Friday.
so sorry i mustache