Thursday, January 26, 2012

im just gonna do what im good at

so i hear that middle school is for finding your self
that.is.bullshit
so how are you supposed to do that when you were something black with dark pants and accidently wear to much eyeliner then ppl think you are goth so how are you supposed be yourself when people will judge you for trying to be yourself it is almost impossible to be you. i think it is stupid that there is kinda monarchy that you can be yourself but no one likes you or you cant be yourself and be liked it starts to hurt after awhile to put on that fake smile  that no one can know who you really are. that is what sucked about be popular i cant trust anyone to truly like me with out them stabbing me in the back it hurts me everyday to hangout with the peolpe who i know behind my back say i hate her

i miss real friends people who i can trust and call and i can talk to with out them telling someone else right after
i miss my old school and my old friend i miss 2009

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